An Imperial MessageThe Emperor—so they say—has sent a message, directly from his death bed, to you alone, his pathetic subject, a tiny shadow which has taken refuge at the furthest distance from the imperial sun. He ordered the herald to kneel down beside his bed and whispered the message in his ear. He thought it was so important that he had the herald...
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some days are harder than others.i work a lot, everyone. I don't get paid that much though.i also work for the school newspaper, that might be news to some.i still also work at the computer lab.I am at the school till 8 pm monday through thursday.pretty cool.okay bye. ...

Very quickly I have been thrown into a new world. My life has in one day gone from carefree and having no plans to being one of the busiest lives I know of... and school hasn't even started yet. I have a lot to do, but surprisingly the stress hasn't hit (yet). I am enjoying where I am, I enjoy what I am doing... and I definitely am excited about right now.
This morning I was reading in Matthew 5... about the Beatitudes... and I felt as if Christ was truly breathing life into my bones.
Blessed are the pour in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.
Lately, I feel as if Christ is teaching me to lower my self-awareness and increase my awareness of Christ.... I love this lesson and I hope to continue to grow in it. Christ continues to show himself as faithful, and is restoring my heart in many many ways.
I'm basically in love with him. :)
There are days that simply feel awkward. The feeling of anxiousness, and being unsure seem to take over, to where living in the moment feels like sheer and utter grief and terror. I suppose I shouldn't jump to such far fetched emotions, but sometimes living in the moment... hurts. It hurts so much that we fastforward to the future. I know I personally...
I had a sweet time with Damaris and Alison this morning... a sweet time talking about the bible, the word, what Father is calling us to and what he has been teaching us.I cherish that time. ...
America is not much different than Germany.We are all people, with the same desires, the same passions, the same confusions. We long for something deeper.I realized this today at Taco Bell. When I watched someone flip a tortilla. The realization was with more than my head this time, but with my heart. ...
and today was beautiful. <3 ...