There are days that simply feel awkward. The feeling of anxiousness, and being unsure seem to take over, to where living in the moment feels like sheer and utter grief and terror. I suppose I shouldn't jump to such far fetched emotions, but sometimes living in the moment... hurts. It hurts so much that we fastforward to the future. I know I personally will spend time getting ready for an event, changing my clothes, fixing my hair, my makeup all for another "time" so I don't have to dwell in my thoughts of the moment.

A lot has happened the past year. And it's in the moments that I feel unsure that I MUST stop and remember what I have been called to, whose I am, and the assurance that He (Christ) offers.