I am ready for something constant. I feel as if Father is telling me to simply "sit and listen." To not focus so much on traveling here or there, what the future holds. He is promising that the future, as far as what I am to do, who I am supposed to be with, what relationships I am to have, what degree I am supposed to get from school, when I should finish school... all these things are in his hands. I feel that Father is calling me to stay... to go to San Angelo, to truly live life there... to find myself in Christ and Christ alone. I don't constantly want to be inbetween two countries... not now. I am placing all my hope in Christ.